Changes

[kitanzi]

This is my first day with my new, later, post-training shift and it feels WEIRD. I keep fidgeting and looking at the clock because I feel desperately late to work. I used to do this shift all the time. In fact, I used to have a shift later than this. (That was quite a while back, but...) I'll get used to it, but right now the inside of my head itches and my feet keep wanting to run out the door. ACat and I are also working out a rearrangement of work here, since I'm now not getting out of work until 8 and he'll be home 2 hours earlier than I will. He cooks perfectly well, and has always been happy to give me a break when I wanted one, but now he'll be cooking most of the dinners during the week, which is a bit more complicated since I'm back on diet (no, really this time!) and he's not - yet. I'll probably take over dishes in recompense, since that's been the ongoing tradeoff anyhow. I'm looking forward to dinner tonight. :)

In the meantime, I'm twitchy about the whole day solo, but I know I can do it. I'm just twitchy, and DOING it will help with that. Each day, a little easier. (If I repeat it enough, it will get through from the brain to the body, right???)

Parting words of wisdom - Neverwhere is a marvelous, marvelous TV show. It's brilliantly cast, beautifully written, fascinating to watch. DON'T watch it just before bed, or Croup and Vandemar will jump out from behind you with large knives, smirking and yelling BOO! Poor ACat! I don't think I've ever managed to wake him up with one of my rare nightmares before, but I think I nearly shoved him out of bed this time!

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[bardling.livejournal.com]

Progress, progress... it's good to hear jobthings are going well for you, twitchiness and all. *bhigghugs*